5/24/2022 - Welcome!

 Hi!

This is a blog I wanted to start for when I just want to talk about my day/feelings and I've already told everyone in my life. So you can call me Alex.

First off though, I do swear quite a lot and there may be some triggering topics that happen but I'll put a trigger warning (TW) before I talk about it.

I will regularly talk about certain people that I am going to give a nickname to right now.

M = my girlfriend

C = one of my best friends

Mr. J = my other best friend

F = my other other best friend

CAM = my little sister

A = someone I seriously dislike

C.M = another person I seriously dislike

C.B = F's girlfriend

T = my ex

Here's a little background on each:

M:

M is my girlfriend. We've been together for 2 months today. Her pronouns are she/they and they are one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I love them so fucking much. Before we got together I was dating T and M and I were best friends. I have had a crush on her since I met her but I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Eventually I just said fuck it (after I broke it off with T who did not take it well) and confessed and found out she felt the same this whole time!

C:

C is one of my best friends. He is really cool. Our entire friendship is just bullying and hitting each other. But I have boundaries with him I've already established and we respect each other. I enjoy his company a lot and I always look forward to seeing him. I get to see him everyday at school and I text him often. I see him as my brother.

Mr. J:

Mr. J is the nicest person I've ever met in my entire life. He is so respectful and treats everyone nicely while also making sure they don't screw him over. I see him as my son in a way. He's like a little puppy. He doesn't swear but he's funny and doesn't mind when we swear.

F:

I knew F when she used to go to my school. She graduated a few years ago. But then we started working together and started talking more. I thought she hated me at first but now we are literally best friends. She is a sister to me. I love her very much and always wish the best for her.

CAM:

My little sister. She was born in 2011 and I love her with every single fiber of my being. I would die for her. I would kill for her. She is my favorite person and the only child I can stand.

A:

A used to be one of my best friends until she decided to (TW) sexually assault (TW) me while we were at the movies with our friends. So she is now not exactly my favorite person. 

C.M:

She's my ex. And a pick me girl. And an attention seeker. She's just a terrible manipulative person all around and I do my best to avoid her.

C.B:

She's so cool. Also very scary. I got F and C.B together. Very proud of that. I consider her to be one of my friends.

T:

My ex. He deserves no other introduction. 

That's all everybody, see you all later! Byeeeee :) <3