11/4/2022 - (TW: talk of mental health, sh, sa, abuse)

 Hey y'all.

My mental health has decided to decline despite me not wanting it to. Thankfully, it's not as steep of a decline as it normally would be. This happens every year. Seasonal Depression is a bitch. But! I have things I didn't have last year:

- meds!!!!!!

- Friends who actually care about my mental health and are more than happy to help.

- Family who isn't abusive

- A S/O that I love with all my heart and more.

So I think ultimately I'll be okay. I wanted to relapse last night. but I didn't. because I'm a year+ clean. I've had a lot of shit in my life but I'm happy that I'm in control of my life now. Not the bitch who assaulted me. Not my abusive parents. Not the depression.

ME.