4/13/2023 - >:D

 Ayup! Some happiness for y'all on this beautiful day!

I've spent all my 17ish (I'm 18 but just let me explain) years in fear. I've been terrified of my E.S.M and F for my entire life and I realize little things now. I realize I can do whatever I want without being afraid. I don't have to think about everything I say/do a million times before I say/do them. I get to just live finally. I no longer have to survive. 

It's really nice to have that sort of freedom. I get to eat what I want when I want. I choose when I go to bed and when I wake up. I choose where I go and when I go. I get to do things just cause. I can wear whatever I want. I can listen and watch and read whatever I want whenever I want and it's so exciting. 

I feel like I'm being born again, I'm experiencing the world for the first time again. It's amazing. That's all. Wish me luck!

-A